Please do not forget to keep Night Watch. After talking to God listen for the Holy Spirit. Blessings!
~ HortenseInspiration **
. . . My friend. Good night or good morning. It is 3:45 a.m., at my end.
I have prayed. I have discussed with Jesus. I have reported myself to God. I have told the true side of the story, not only my side. I have asked the Holy Spirit to "Create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me." And you? Have you prayed?
Here is one certainty I know. The flesh in me [flesh man] is at war with the spirit in me [spirit man]. Human nature is always at war with the Divine nature inherent in our human bodies. Whenever you pray always ask the LORD to clean your heart. Ask Jesus to scrub your heart until you feel and speak the shine of a new heart bursting out of your chest and mind and straight through your mouth. Words!
Christ Jesus has a potent soap called the Blood of Jesus. It has superlative cleaning power. The Blood of Jesus cleanse, rinse, disinfect, sanitize and shine character. Whatever pinesol, lysol, chlorox, palmolive, ivory spring, tide soap, and all these fancy detergent or cheap cleaners can do to dirt, the Blood can do a billion times more and stronger to your heart. Human hearts carry tons of stored dirt. We pile it on daily. Perhaps, without knowing we do. We do. Whether we admit it or not. Dirt piles up in your heart.
Bad heart, also know as wickedness or a person that is evil or deranged or depraved. Bad heart, also known as jealousy or hatred or lying tongue or deceit. Bad heart, also known as envy or strife or unforgiving. Bad heart, also known as rebellion, disobedience, selfish, transgression, unrepentant, sinful lifestyle, blasphemy. Bad heart, also known as operating against Almighty God and His way: what is right in Almighty God's sight [Christ Jesus standard].
Somewhere in the listings above I can be found. Therefore, my prayer begins and ends with pleading:
"God please clean me up, O Lord. Create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit deep in me, immediately replacing any wrong spirit sneaking up in my person. I do not trust myself, Lord. Please search my heart for yourself and strip me naked before your laser beam. Search every crevice of my heart and remove any hiding evil from inside of me. You have my permission to renew a right spirit within me. I want to see you in person and spend eternity with God. Do not throw me away Lord because of my heart. Cast me not away from your presence and please do not take your Holy Spirit from me. Clean me up, Jesus so I can exist in You Lord."
No shame here. I know how to beg God to fix me as to Jesus liking. I am so good that I know I am bad. I am such a good person that I know how sinfully bad I am and need God to handle me. And you? Are you good? What does Jesus say about that? My friend, you are bad. We are all in the same sorry boat. I am bad but God sees me as good. I am good enough for God because of the righteousness of Christ in me. When God looks at bad me he sees only good Jesus. Allow Christ to renew a right[eous] spirit within you while he creates a sparkling clean, shiny heart inside you.
My friend. Pray for yourself. No shame no shy. Ask God to do what only God can do with this thing called flesh. You are not that saved that heart is afraid of you. Heart, according to God, is Deceitful and DESPERATELY Wicked. God himself ask, "who can know it?" This means nobody except God ELOHIM being the Omniscient he is can know a person's heart. Even you do not know what your own heart is capable of being and doing. On any given day. This is serious. Extremely serious.
My friend. Unless we repent, all of us will likewise perish. Unless you repent you will go to Hell. Unless we are aware that we are sinners in need of Jesus. Without salvation, the devil Satan will easily convince you that you are good as you are and nothing needs to change in your heart. That's a big L I E.
My friend. I am about to pray. I'm praying for myself first. Next I will pray intercession. We have to interceed for the whole crazy shindig of a world, and all of the madness SDL SatanDevilLucifer is spraying over earth realm. There is hope for the entire world.
THANK GOD FOR CHRIST JESUS.
I only wanted to say good night or good morning. Get up and Pray!
~Servant Hortense
** writing includes African vernacular and local jargon






